Drunkend Emotions

I’m looking at this 2nd glass of wine  
as I take the last few sips of deliriousness  
my mind wanders to solemn thoughts
 
now looking down at its empty answers  
my heart pounds fast and furious  
of emotions dripping with tears down my cheek  
 
my body numb except for what I feel within  
fingers numbly tapping the keyboard  
face feels drips from reality of life  
 
thoughts whirling faster than the room  
is what I feel so deeply real or just in my drunkenness    
have I really failed in all I’m supposed to be  
 
others lives are much worse than mine  
how dare I to only think of myself in misery  
that somehow destiny has deceived me  
 
guess i dare not have another glass  
Lord only knows the truth another glass will reveal  
you see....there’s a dark side most of us keep hidden  
 
(A poem a blessed friend write was deleted,  
it was on my mind and this came to be written,  
will confess......the wine went down smooth LOL!!)  
 
 
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