Loved You So

Everything's quieter because you're not here
Everything's simpler and yet so more complex
Everything hurts and everything comforts
 
You never realized how I felt
You never saw how I loved you so
You said you loved me and promised we'd never split up
 
October 16th
I came home from school
I came home expecting your love
 
You didn't see how I felt
I lied and smiled and I loved you so
That love kept me here in this world
 
It's been a year
I have someone new
Someone so much better than you
 
I see you never changed
I see I never should have loved you so
I see how much I hate you now