Alcohol

Family is an anomaly.
Truth is always pain.
And alcohol is the only way,
My worries go down the drain.

I am not a casualty.
They try so hard to accomodate to me.
I'm a useless alcoholic brain.
I thought everytime I fell,
They'd be easy to entertain.

I tried to love, but i'm not free.
My master will not let me be.
I'm tied up;
He's still bound to me.  
I wish I could have my personality.

Family is not there, you see.
All real friends become fake to me.
I'm not all I used to be.
Locked away for eternity.

Alcohol will be my key.  ;)