Broken voice...

Forget it.  
I can't deal with it.  
Let me close my eyes and wake from this dream.  
 
My anticipation grew day by day.  
yet suddenly it was stolen away.  
It became clear you weren't at fault.  
My heart sinks when I hear the prayer made for you.  
 
A tombstone without a name stands on top the hill.  
The seed ripped away, not given a chance to sprout.  
Although a weary soul still finds time to set flowers down.  
With a broken voice a lullaby is sung.  
 
Close your eyes.  
Hold your breath and never let go.  
Feel the embrace caress you gently.  
Don't be afraid of the feeling.  
Hear my voice echo across the unimaginable distance.  
If I could I'd be right there holding you.  
 
The damage done is irreversible.  
You couldn't accept it as you were.  
Mindlessly the decision was made for you.  
Now the moment is firmly planted in time.  
Now it haunts me, keeps me guessing.  
Can you forgive me?  
 
Love for someone I've never met once.
It hurts as time flies.
The thought of you has infected my soul.
Now I can't just simply forget you.
Please don't fade away.
 
Close your eyes.  
Hold your breath and never let go.  
Feel the embrace caress you gently.  
Don't be afraid of the feeling.  
Hear my voice echo across the unimaginable distance.  
A crackling voice still muttering an unheard name.  
All that time, carefully planned only to be thrown away.
Any reason can't justify the sin that's been committed.
When it's love that breaks the heart this time.
My heart aches whenever I think of you.  
You left a space that can never ever be filled.  
There's a place always meant for you...