Return to you. I retrace every single footstep. Left beyond the borders we know so well. War is won yet I'm slumped in defeat. Victory can't replace the feelings. A heavy price that has taken so much away...
I spoke not knowing. How much my words would devastate. I taste salty tears. He showed me what he wanted for us. The picture, a masterpiece. Ruined by the tears I've cried. How could've I known then? How could've it been prevented?
You can't love me I still want you. You and I are dying. Alone.
His words cut much deeper than any sharpened blade. As I would bleed here, His arms wrapped around me. If I could just die now. My freezing smile would become eternal. If I had died then. My shadow...
My heart is solid, cold as ice. Yet somehow fragile. Entrusted with your care. My mistake still haunting me. The beauty of being shattered to pieces.
My love is a puddle of mud. As your hand disturbs the surface. I pulled you in as deep as I can. Hoping you'd want to stay. A beautiful stone is all I have. In exchange for your love. Hold it in your hand and sink down. Into my abyss.
These tears run away. Break free from the imprisonment that is my eyelids. Embrace death, unable to regret the choices they...
So close yet you feel so distant. Do my words travel far enough for you to know? The following dawn breaks in closer. As tomorrow we started to realize.
All the pressure forced upon your heart. Fades away in that moment you let go.
It's okay to be a little selfish. There's still many reasons to stay. We think about you this day. The wounds we share, I know they'll heal. It's okay to admit I'm hurt. Still, I won't let this break us apart. It's hard to smile while leaving you behind.
I'll keep on searching until you're found. Here within my arms. There's no substitute for your love. Nothing else can suffice.
What I lost for your heart is a trade I'd make twice. The agony and suffering can't compare. Against your adoration. Don't let go. Please realize. This love we share. Something's different. Here and onward.
When I endure the heartaches. Seeing you smile makes it worth the while. Even if I look a fool to others. I don't in your eyes.
Mercy's a dream that I hold out for. No matter the price, it has to be real. † Cyanide peace in my creepy wonderland. † is this the end? † I wish it were so. †
The problem's persistent. † The journey seems endless. † I'm tired of this bullshit and acting like I'm fine. † The barrel pressed against the temple of my head. † Click after click. † Just waiting for the bang. † † Don't be angry. † Please smile. † I thought I was strong. † But the pressure's too much. † Muzzle flash brightens the...