Lucid Dream

I could have been less miserable
If only I had not met the woman in you
Or, I could have been an empty shell
If I had kept my self from this mad affection for you

I was happy for a while
Told my self that everything's alright
What is betrayal in the face of a forgiving heart?
How can a little pain be measured up
Against the bliss of us together at night?

You and me -  that was the accident
Or was it just a coincidence?
Is it destiny or a pound of a bad choice?
Is it my patience or is it your abuse?

No matter what
I had enough!
How many times
Have I told myself that?

I would let go

Just...

One more time
Let me hold you
Just one more time
Until this foolish me
Could hate you more
Than I hate myself
For falling for you