I'm just fine

 
Empty eyes
Demineshed by time
Inadequate is defined
pretending all is fine
Lost and empty intwined
Sleepless nights killing my mind
The ones i hold dear get left behind
As i go on pretending to be fine
This cycle is crushing my lifeline
Taking away from my incline
My own misery I design
clearly i see the signs
Inner demons always outshine
I watch as my worth declines
Powerless i can just repine
Waiting for all i love to unwind
For better is not hard to find
Knowing they all leave in time
I'm just waiting to be reassigned
A Unneeded signature on the dotted line
All the time spent in my mind
Telling myself im just fine
This lie is how i am now defined