I Thought You Loved Me

There was a time you and I were in love,
there once was respect and serenity as we built a house upon lust and lived with content and married passion.
We used to be one as our minds used to connect well together, but suddenly we started to drift further and further away from each other as you started to give up and I tried to push for you to let me in but you'd build your walls to block me every time I tried to beat them down to get to you.
I fought to be with you,
I made you my priority,
I loved you so proudly and openly as I gave you my everything I would've even given you the whole wide world to make you happy, but your love wasn't the same.

Your love wasn't strong enough,
Your love wasn't committed enough,
Your love wasn't at all true.
You used to be so sure and used to say we would someday get married, dreaming about the day I would have your kids.
Love is so blind when it feels right yet when it's wrong you don't know it;
It ain't ever easy to put yourself back out there when you keep falling for the same bullshit that broke your heart no matter how many times you've glued it back together or taking every piece and sewing it back together as you pray that it will stay in place.
But every tear I shed from our fights, to the times I hoped you would try to fight for us, to the times I felt so alone I would only wish for your touch or kiss to comfort this pain that has been my never ending nightmare since my childhood I slowly lost my faith and became more angrier and realized the love you had for us was gone.

I thought you would always be here till death do us part,
I thought you would never break my heart,
I thought you would never hurt me the way they did,
I thought you were truly the one for me,
I never thought it would end like this,
I thought you loved me.

You didn't love me the way I loved you.
When the going got tough you were ready to give up as you went off and started creeping around like everything we had didn't matter,
You threw it all away when I saw you talking to my friend.
I saw you smiling at her the way you used to smiled as I quickly realized you were trying to get at her and forgot all about us,
All about this love I was trying to save.
I guess maybe it wasn't meant to be,
I guess maybe I should go off and do my own thing but this pain inside I can't even describe or let alone fathom with because you were the only one I'd give my all to.
Nothing could take away my blues,
won't even try to fake it away.
Not even a bullet to the chest could hurt more than what you made me feel inside.
I would've ride for you,
I would've died for you,
I lied for you,
I defended you every step of the way, but you weren't ever going to be loyal the same way would you?.

I thought you would always be here till death do us part,
I thought you would never break my heart,
I thought you would never hurt me the way they did,
I thought you were truly the one for me,
I never thought it would end like this,
I thought you loved me.