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The Revival Saga Part I : Redemption
Deep inside myself I begin to shut down,
I close my mouth more as silence screamed my truth that lurked deep within my soul.
The pain I felt is starting build up again and collapse up on me like a ton of bricks and I'm there standing helplessly awaiting for them to fall down on me and crush my bones meanwhile everyone around me are witnessing it will walk on by and watch me die.
As I lie there catching my breath they won't even try to lend out a helping hand to save me.
I have to be the one to get up and pick myself up and dust myself off and carry myself,
worry about myself, while at the same rate be the only one there for myself to wipe away my tears and give a damn about my fears meanwhile everyone else wants me to be there for their own.
Everyone is there to see me fall, they are there to see me go insane but never understood why I am the way I am.
I fought with the devil as I tried to win back my sanity,
I drank the blood that was knocked out of me and was forced to crawl on hot concrete,
I prayed to the lord and begged him for an answer, but he was silent.
I too became silent and lost my faith;
In love, in frienship, in myself, and him I was lost on a dark deserted road with no GPS trying to find my way back and couldn't figure out which path was the right path for me.
So I stay here waiting for help, but help doesn't find me I have to help myself.
I close my mouth more as silence screamed my truth that lurked deep within my soul.
The pain I felt is starting build up again and collapse up on me like a ton of bricks and I'm there standing helplessly awaiting for them to fall down on me and crush my bones meanwhile everyone around me are witnessing it will walk on by and watch me die.
As I lie there catching my breath they won't even try to lend out a helping hand to save me.
I have to be the one to get up and pick myself up and dust myself off and carry myself,
worry about myself, while at the same rate be the only one there for myself to wipe away my tears and give a damn about my fears meanwhile everyone else wants me to be there for their own.
Everyone is there to see me fall, they are there to see me go insane but never understood why I am the way I am.
I fought with the devil as I tried to win back my sanity,
I drank the blood that was knocked out of me and was forced to crawl on hot concrete,
I prayed to the lord and begged him for an answer, but he was silent.
I too became silent and lost my faith;
In love, in frienship, in myself, and him I was lost on a dark deserted road with no GPS trying to find my way back and couldn't figure out which path was the right path for me.
So I stay here waiting for help, but help doesn't find me I have to help myself.
Published 31st Jul 2018
| Edited 1st Aug 2018
Author's Note
I will be posting more of this series soon.
So The Revival Saga is basically about what I've been feeling lately and what's been going through my mind and what's going on in my life at the moment therefore explaining a bit of about the madness the in my private life.
Let know what you think about this series in the comments I would definitely appreciate. ~ Ms Jackson
So The Revival Saga is basically about what I've been feeling lately and what's been going through my mind and what's going on in my life at the moment therefore explaining a bit of about the madness the in my private life.
Let know what you think about this series in the comments I would definitely appreciate. ~ Ms Jackson
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1st Aug 2018 00:55am
This is deep Rocky. I hope things get better for you soon and I'm looking forward to reading more in this series. Stay strong.
Thank you I've been going through a lot lately and I've been feeling so depressed and feeling to the point where I haven't felt like myself lately.
So in order to cope with that like always I turned to this since it's been awhile since I've written something as deep and meaningful about my life except for of course the previous the stuff but I wanted to get more in depth and kind of like get more subliminal. For instance I've been so inspired by Beyoncé's Lemonade visual album and how it told a story about her struggles in relationships and such I wanted to do something similar and explain my pain both relationship wise, life wise, and other stuff I will get to later
So in order to cope with that like always I turned to this since it's been awhile since I've written something as deep and meaningful about my life except for of course the previous the stuff but I wanted to get more in depth and kind of like get more subliminal. For instance I've been so inspired by Beyoncé's Lemonade visual album and how it told a story about her struggles in relationships and such I wanted to do something similar and explain my pain both relationship wise, life wise, and other stuff I will get to later
Glad to hear and see that you're choosing a healthy vice compared to an array of alternatives. Put your battle armor on and wield your poetic sword until the battle is won. Then recuperate your strength until you encounter the next one. Peace and blessings Rocky.
2nd Aug 2018 9:12am
