Speed dating

Sorry if I'm not optimistic, in fact I may be a little the opposite
And at times erotic, deep and even a bit twisted
But you'll never find out because you was only willing to skim the surface
Drawn by my look and a catchy phrase
Was enough for you to want to explore me but it usually ends with just a gaze
Guess I'm to deep, guess if I am a story I am a continuing saga
I am not a quick piece, I am what builds the suspense of a drama
I am worth so much more then a quick stop,  
Take time to explore my emotions that could give you new life or make your heart stop
Believe it to be true
To allow your self time to feel me is to welcome me inside you
I've loved and had my heart broken
Now I dreamed of those that will open
To the core of my ways of coping
But I won't be optimistic, in fact I may be the opposite,
Because just like this poem half that read me will never finish it...