October, 19, 2011

is this the last night that i will live,
is this the last day i will ever see,
is this the last poem i will write?

God it seems like so.
It seems like i have finaly had enough of it,
this song finalizes it,
makes it diffrent and over.
It makes it perminate,

should i end in a good bye or see you sooner than you think.
Should i end in a bloody remark,
cutting my wrist and letting it bleed out?
Should i bring that gun to my head?
Is this for real, these thoughts?

They are very real,
people take this as a joke and im not joking,
no i'm very serious.

Sincerely,
MXD