If any

If any one can relate just vibe with me,
 
 
Time seems like the enimy, when you enjoy your self thats when it leaves it only stays to watch you ache and bake in misery.
So when i bleed i smile so i dont give it the satisfaction of laughing at all of the knives it put in place to stab me. I found hope inside my composition notebook the book turned to ash my outlook learned to spread, im pushed down the stairs of elevation from trying thinking how will i get back at time. I found a new job because my hours didnt match up to my strive i put in so much effort and sweat to accumulate dimes and time is money so it cost to get away from this costly place and live timeless outside of society and thoughs are the same ironically both society and thought are mazes crossed with faces that scofs at talks of breakage in the ocward cage laces with  bars of state at each escape  i wait.
Inhale and exhale maditate on how to reach you so that our thoughs relate and maby we can create family or maybe its just a dream and hate is a four letter word used to mock the sane and im just crazy running on a hamster wheel to save us thinking that ill depart someday.
If any