Neglected

Another night    
Backs turn    
Complete darkness hovers over the floor in front of me  
I can't sleep    
I disappear in the sheets while trying to hold back the fire inside me  
I want to be held    
I want your lips to touch my neck    
I want your hands to cover my body  
I want your fingers to dance in my hair  
I want your tongue to taste my nipple
Please! light up the fire inside me    
But no!    
Maybe it's the desire for women online that keeps your hands tired    
Maybe your palms need rest  
Yeah yeah....    
You enjoy "Self pleasure" our counselor said  
Keeping your desire away from me , instead
Selfishly    
So I lay there    
Neglected    
Hurt  
Unsure about myself  
I want your mouth to devour my pussy  
I want your eyes to guzzle my sexual souls    
I want your mind to crave me  
But no!    
Truth is  
I want you but you don't want me