Chemical Straight Jacket

   
i fed my disease pain    
& it began to crave the ache    
   
it ravaged me    
all to feel me bleed    
the crack like crystal meth    
   
bringing me to my knees    
pleading with the gods    
to release me from the grip    
of the demon called speed    
but it was not to be    
   
in my higher state of consciousness     
i reached to the celestial for answers    
enchanted by my frailty    
   
they refuse to release me    
from the chemical restraints    
bound my soul touches outer space    
   
my body cries for deliverance    
the gods turn a blind eye    
instead they help me get high    
   
i fall down just to get back up again    
though i wonder    
how far i will fall the next time    
   
lying & sneaking around    
swearing if i don't get caught    
there won't be a another    
   
until it's there, that line in my face    
the ultimate rush    
lasts all day & night    
   
fucks you proper    
& no, i'll never be able to forget it