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the meth diaries~the excuse
slip inside
& get lost here
the devil has me by the throat
it's name crystal meth
i'm trembling on the inside
Christmas is coming
& I have to be clean
afraid of the come down
what if I can't
will I go around my family high?
my mom is a nurse she will know
if my eyes are dilated
looking like two full moons
I reason within myself
that it was first used
as a depression cure
i'm depressed
so what the hell?
i'm not sure where i'm going
my future is unsure
I hope I don't self destruct
slip sliding on the ice
Published 18th Dec 2017
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18th Dec 2017 7:32am
you can't go around
your family high
I know you can do it
get clean & enjoy
your time with loved ones..
I feel your struggle here..
love Crim
your family high
I know you can do it
get clean & enjoy
your time with loved ones..
I feel your struggle here..
love Crim
Anonymous
18th Dec 2017 8:13am
So nice to see you back beautiful one.
It’s a tough journey at the best of times, the added pressure of gatherings such as that of Xmas can make it seem even more frightening.
The fact that you want to be clean for this is enough to get you there - keep fighting <3
It’s a tough journey at the best of times, the added pressure of gatherings such as that of Xmas can make it seem even more frightening.
The fact that you want to be clean for this is enough to get you there - keep fighting <3
18th Dec 2017 8:49am
Simple if you have real friends. Have them lock you in a closet. Feed you through a door, water you and whatever. Just remember....17 days no food you die
More than 3 days without water supposedly u die.
More than 3 days without water supposedly u die.
Anonymous
18th Dec 2017 2:54pm
Thank you for writing this. I many moons ago had this exact problem. Disassociation of the people you use with was the only thing that ever helped me. Much respect for you and this write.
Beth
Beth
18th Dec 2017 8:00pm
19th Dec 2017 8:52am
19th Dec 2017 3:10pm
An excellent write just in time for the holidays for something not often talked about around the dinner table without having dishes thrown and screams shouted.
addiction and action to take against it.
splendid thoughts and worries pushing behind this write
i hope your family supports you no matter what.
we support you from the underground
i wish you the best if this is a personal situation.
great write Raven.
addiction and action to take against it.
splendid thoughts and worries pushing behind this write
i hope your family supports you no matter what.
we support you from the underground
i wish you the best if this is a personal situation.
great write Raven.
Anonymous
20th Dec 2017 1:14pm
Powerful write, and very sad. Well done xo
