Trust fall

I had to burn everything  
Incinerate all the memories  
Start new  
Keeping the few ones I need  
To remind me your worth keeping  
Worth all this pain and misery  
The betrayal and all the evil you brought to me  
I'm trying to keep hope  
That your telling truth  
But still I've built walls  
to keep you from striking my core again  
I've put on my armour plating  
Started securing and protecting  
The deeper parts of me  
Now I just gotta wait and see  
If your words had any meaning  
And you plan to follow thru with them
I Hope this second chance  doesn't haunt me  
And Isn't the end of me  
I hate trusting...