Deserve

"Deserve"

She always thought love is like a sun
Boundless infinite light, reflecting on her face
Near or far away, or until she is gone
Would still have the fire and vehemence

And when she is drowning in the ocean
Losing herself in a deafening static or silence
Shallow, shoal, abysmally color so cerulean
Would still have the breadth of its vehemence

And just she thought you are not a star
You were the sun, the infinite fluorescence
But your light is not enough to remedy her scars
Because your fire is not enough for her magnificence

And even if you refused to be the one to be revolved
And whether she's on earth or on Pluto, she reserves
There's nothing like a sun that she contented to deserve
And the heat would decrease, even if conserved

And she is not too harsh and loveless to decline the sun
Who only gives little light to her gloomy shadow
And the darkness will creep her out and would make her gone
If no rays of light will shine on her, she will not follow

And why she thought you're love is like the sun
Because you can't refuse to reflect light on her face
Because absence of it, darkness can make her gone
Because even if you won't give love, she still have the vehemence.