Late Night Lunatic

 
the smell  
of shit  
follows  
wherever  
you go  
putrid puke  
spilling  
from your  
lips  
in gross  
statements  
that demean  
dissolve me  
to my bones  
in burning  
bodily acids  
crisply cutting  
to my core  
 
singeing  
my heart  
suffocating  
no retort  
not allowed  
in your house  
let’s play  
a game...  
OBEY  
sit be quiet  
stay  
don’t leave me  
you’ll say  
 
next  
so scripted  
think you’re  
cryptic  
then backflip  
break  
your arm  
oops you  
just meant to  
tenderly  
twist it  
 
severed limbs  
are mine  
as you rip  
me down  
to dismal  
dimensions  
disrespectful  
battleground  
corpsing around  
as we wish  
death come  
less yielding  
our crimes  
against wisdom  
 
accuse  
or blame  
just the same  
for your crown  
I will  
roll over  
or I’ll run  
so far  
away  
will you...  
write songs  
when  
I’m gone...  
 
gone...  
 
wish I
could say
“fuck you”
sometimes  
when  
I’m fried  
and unbound  
blur you out  
just look down  
must protect  
my chest  
from your  
sounds  
guttural waves  
of insanity  
blasting caves  
empty space  
futility...  
empty space  
futility...  
 
...just look down