Silent Hostility

It's just after two am, it's dark inside the small rundown studio apartment my girl and I have been staying in for the past week. The apartment is a friend of mines, he let us post up here while he spent a weekend in county, but when he got out he more or less moved in with Casey, a girl he'd dated before I had a brief, chaos filled and exciting affair with. Casey actually introduced us, then got mad that we hit it off.

My girl is silent, seemingly pissed off like most days, but refuses to admit that anything is wrong, she seems to expect me to read her mind and know without asking. The last time we went thru this I gave up and moved in with Casey.

I'm sick to death of it already. I hate the feeling of tension, and I resent the hours each day she spends texting on her phone as we sit in awkward silence for hours without interacting with each other save for the most basic of ways. I'm finding myself getting angry just by looking at her.

A week ago we were happy and loving towards one another, our relationship was passionate and fun, and out of nowhere it turned into this melancholy depression. I can't fucking take it, I want to shake her and scream in her face, make her show some sort of fucking emotion.

There is no use in trying to talk to her, she just repeats that nothing is wrong in angrier times each time I try and coax her into talking to me. All she does is stare at her fuckin phone all God damn day long. I want to smash the fucking thing into pieces.

I can't take much more of this, i love this girl and I have since long before we ever shared anything more than friendship, but Good God home much of this passive aggressive anger and sulking can a man take? She won't hustle, doesn't clean, hasn't fucked me in a week, but expects me to make sure she has cigarettes, drugs, and whatever else she wants.

We've been in the same room for an hour and a half and haven't spoken one complete sentence to each other in that time. And she's barely looked up from her phone for five seconds at a time. I swear t good I'm going to break that fucking thing.