Fighting

It's been awhile
I don't talk to many
I've disappeared for awhile
Now I'm on many medications
I've gotten better
But not from the meds
They made me weak
Not myself
I was a zombie
I still take some for when the days are too hard
But now I have a wonderful helper
My fiancé
I am so thankful for him
He is the best thing to happen to me In a long time
I'm happy he is here for me
Holding my hand every step of the way
I don't know what I would do without him
He is the light of my world now
Now I'm not alone
I have someone to hold me when the nightmares happen
Someone to hold me when I'm depressed
It feels good to know someone is here for me
I'm at thankful for my family on here who helped me get through a lot
I will always be here for y'all if you need me
But no promises I will be here long
I got a call from the hospital
They are goin to try everything
I am goin to have to take radiation.
But I'm staying strong
He knows
He cried more than I did
But we will be strong
I will stay put
I will not leave him
Not yet
I'm only 18
I will fight this
And I will win
I have amazing family who are supporting me through this.
I'm glad I at least know what's wrong with me.
I will fight
And I will win.