Always You

Eyes burning
As the sunlight
Peeks through
the blinds
Hanging at my
Window

Rolling over
Hand touching
Yet another body
What did I do
No matter
How many times
I do this
It will never
be you

Letting go
Was never my
Strong point
Earphones in
Walking to work
Watching
How beautiful
The world is

I never knew it
Until you was gone
Amazing how
Losing you was the way
I saw the world
For what it
Truly is
Green and blue
Light and dark
Eternal

Listening to music
You played to me
Sitting in your room
Touching
My heart
My mind
Now i wander
Waiting to find
The reincarnated you

Tall
Dark
Olive skinned
Hands rough
From a real days work
Hair in your eyes
Those eyes
I can never forget them
Your lips
Soft and full
Your scent
Unique

Walking hand in hand
Along the lanes
Kisses stolen
In a cemetery
And I still have
No where to visit you
I hold you inside
Day and night
In my dreams
In my mind

Letting go is never easy
Even all these years
Later
Lost a part of me
I will never get back
But I'm trying to
Heal
But i touch that scar
You left behind
the soft ridges
And bumps
A reminder