H O R

H O R
you once asked what are my likes
are you sure you want to know
do you have a mind to show
me you in silky hose and four inch spikes

can you be honest open and real
how about good living
tolerant forgiving
understanding how i feel

my minds a mess of jumbled thoughts
some are scary deep n dark
sometimes it just goes a lark
will you try to connect the dots

right now I'm in a mini skirt
and patterned pantyhose
see Ive a thing for women's clothes
I do sometimes like to be playfully hurt

I was married for twenty years
to what I needed in a wife
fucked up kinky was our sex life
when she died fuck I shed tears

twas four and a half years ago
in march it will be five
finally grieved sober finally alive
thinking annabel lee by poe

why that popped up I'm not sure
perhaps just my state of mind
pardon my introspection if you would be so kind
see I have a disease with no cure

writing kinky poetry helps me empty out my brain
remembering the romance silly as it seems
sober now moving forward with my dreams
has helped alleviate the pain