My Daily Fight

Mentally ill  
Physically ill  
Either way it's a sickness  
Tiring  
Loss of motivation  
Fighting to just crawl out of bed  
Tryna avoid the words in my head  
Damn it's a shame  
People aren't aware of the fight  
That you battle with every night  
Although you lose your hope and sight of positivity  
You are full of fright  
Hoping for it to end  
Desperately trying to stop crying  
Depression and anxiety got the best of me  
 
Smiling on the outside  
Little do they know that you're crying on the in  
No energy  
Traumatized events appear in my mind  
Negative thoughts crawl up my skin  
Constantly rise to a tower of feelings  
With no sign of healing  
Medications doesn't help  
Instead we just take it all in  
In this world full of sin  
It's much more than what people think  
 
But when you're not being attacked  
You feel like the happiest person in the world  
Free like a bird  
Soaring in the sky  
Nothing to worry about  
I'll find peace and happiness within seconds  
Enjoy it while it last  
Before depression and anxiety get the best of you