My Life

My story was a fantasy made long ago
For an old show
I am living my life in a lie
I just wanna break away; is this goodbye?

My life is a dream
Its being lived in this mysterious realm
Half the time I dunno what's going on
For lying to myself was wrong

I live my life in regret and fear
Fake smiles and absolutely no cheer
I cannot live like this any longer
I ain't getting any stronger.

I am hallucinating
My social life is fading
I have nowhere to turn to
God damn I am so through