Me

Is it sad to think I have no motivation?
That each day that I live lacks anticipation?
Nothing to call my own but my desires make me act ,
Trying to find a purpose for my awaking with little to no tact.

My days are spent thinking of those who are close,
The few who think of me, and i care for the most.
If there on my mind, am I on theirs?
The proof is in the days that follow, they reveal who really cares.

Am I too nice, can that really be true?
Despite me feeling that I'm just being selfish.. for needing but you?
And what about my Negative thoughts I force upon others?
They may not show at the time, but the insecurities of my loved ones it uncovers.

So does someone need to stop me and lay me to rest,
Or will someone except my feelings and allow my love to manifest?
... because of my height some liken me to a tree,
But unlike a tree I still miss a purpose, a reason to truely be happy.

-TrueNature