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A Cycle of Bipolarity

Hypomanic, leave me here please  
Ample energy yet mind at ease  
Focused, prepared, accomplishing much  
Spirit elevated, an angel’s touch  
Content, grateful, my source of subsistence  
Enlivened swell, a vivid existence  
Confident persona, creative and strong  
Mania attacks, the world spinning wrong  
 
Vision blurry, racing thoughts in my head  
No stopping now, a bull seeing red  
Insomnia sets in, two hours no more  
Cause to continue, with vigour I soar  
Disturbed obsession, unreasonable craze  
Delusions of grandeur, life set ablaze  
Acute, excessive, sensations of flight  
Agitated mood, prepared to fight  
Unquiet rage, the edge I stand on  
Downward spiral and mania gone  
 
Plunging into turmoil, thoughts of dread  
No more high flying, depression instead  
Harrowing moments, now feeling despair  
Restlessness aches and pain to bear  
Anxiety rises, experience no reprieve  
Drowning amid darkness, here I grieve  
Appalling thoughts, churning in my mind  
Soul becomes distraught, my body maligned  
 
The roller coaster and ferris wheel collide. STOP! I want to get off.  
Written by mel44
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