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Bleeding

And so it begins again....
The sharp bliss.
The Crimson leaking from my pain.
I was pushed here again....
I keep getting pushed here.  
Not by anyone but by myself...
Why?.....
I torment myself with feelings that are not meant for me.
I should have kept my heart hidden.
Deep beneath all the ice, and decay.
I should have never opened any door.
I should have kept things the way they were.
I only hurt him...
I only bring him anger.
I rarely see the smile he used to give me.
I hate the way I am.
I never wanted this to happen.
I hope he chooses to have me stay.
But I won't stop him if wants me to go away.
 
Written by Arkarian
Published | Edited 25th Feb 2017
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