100%

depression takes up 65% of my life
suicidal ideation and the constant irritation
there's sticky red that's  running down the edge of my knife
i have internal condescension and external captivation
anxiety takes up  35% of my life
it's like my heads exploding body overloading
pills and pain but nothing works
I find that here and there I am corroding
but then there's 5% percent of hope that I cling to in life
its all the little joys of living
laughing, joking, teasing, loving
playing, listening, and giving
because with hope, the light is coming.