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Like No Other Love
I sprint away from him
To take the chance at last,
The night is cool and dim
Sidewalk of overcast.
It shoots up through my seams
And jars within my brain,
I'm silent in my screams
He loved to hear the pain.
And did all that he could
And told me what he'd do
No matter if I would
Believe in what I knew.
Obeying every want
I never satisfied
His dark sadistic haunt
Would threaten if I lied.
To hunt me like a dog
His little trophy slut,
Not worthy of his 'love',
A litany of faults
For everyone to hear
All through the neighborhood,
There was no other one
He claimed who had his heart.
Was like no other love
He'd given just to me.
And even though I stayed
In hopes that he might feel,
Remembering the past
The way it used to be,
It disappeared so fast
When soon the threats to me.
The mental torture came
When he would leave each day,
And lock me in to tame
His little runaway.
With places where he hid
The fetish things he plied
Upon my nakedness,
No clothes did he abide.
While I was kept inside
My mind would start to bend,
Until he would return
For it to start again.
The layers of my scars
Not only to my skin
To bow, the cage's bars
A thing that it lived in.
Without a name, a soul
I had just one more try
Determined in my goal
Before there was no time
The truck's glare of its light,
My hair flew as I streaked
As he turned up the drive
When he came down the street.
Its high beams showed the slave
That no one ever sees
Had broken from his rage
To live free as she flees.
And as I disappeared,
I heard his howling rant
That echoed in the night,
Became his vocal chant:
"There is no other one
I've claimed who has my heart
Is like no other love
I've given just to you!"
To take the chance at last,
The night is cool and dim
Sidewalk of overcast.
It shoots up through my seams
And jars within my brain,
I'm silent in my screams
He loved to hear the pain.
And did all that he could
And told me what he'd do
No matter if I would
Believe in what I knew.
Obeying every want
I never satisfied
His dark sadistic haunt
Would threaten if I lied.
To hunt me like a dog
His little trophy slut,
Not worthy of his 'love',
A litany of faults
For everyone to hear
All through the neighborhood,
There was no other one
He claimed who had his heart.
Was like no other love
He'd given just to me.
And even though I stayed
In hopes that he might feel,
Remembering the past
The way it used to be,
It disappeared so fast
When soon the threats to me.
The mental torture came
When he would leave each day,
And lock me in to tame
His little runaway.
With places where he hid
The fetish things he plied
Upon my nakedness,
No clothes did he abide.
While I was kept inside
My mind would start to bend,
Until he would return
For it to start again.
The layers of my scars
Not only to my skin
To bow, the cage's bars
A thing that it lived in.
Without a name, a soul
I had just one more try
Determined in my goal
Before there was no time
The truck's glare of its light,
My hair flew as I streaked
As he turned up the drive
When he came down the street.
Its high beams showed the slave
That no one ever sees
Had broken from his rage
To live free as she flees.
And as I disappeared,
I heard his howling rant
That echoed in the night,
Became his vocal chant:
"There is no other one
I've claimed who has my heart
Is like no other love
I've given just to you!"
Written by
Jade-Pandora
(jade tiger)
Published 1st Feb 2017
| Edited 9th Mar 2018
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Re. Like No Other Love
1st Feb 2017 6:32am
Wow! That is scary, jade...glad you are out of it now. Good write, none the less.
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Thank you, dear Grace. Yes, it's been a while since, I'm grateful to say. But still, now and then, the deeper emotional scars arise & remind.
Re. Like No Other Love
1st Feb 2017 12:32pm
MY GOODNESS! that is wrong.. a gut wrenching spill Jadey! Million times glad it is over and can see why the scars do remain...and to come from that to where you are now..it indeed takes a Tiger! That is not love-- in no one's dictionary it should be called love. Escape from hell indeed!!! Good on Ya! hope the spill wipes over the scars!!
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1st Feb 2017 6:04pm
My gratitude to you for such enthusiastic support, my lovely friend, I'm so very touched. And yes, it helps, to let it spill from the muse who witnessed it all, than from my veins.
-- warm hug to you, Jadey
-- warm hug to you, Jadey
Re. Like No Other Love
1st Feb 2017 8:20pm
These are harrowing lines, and I'm glad you made the escape. He's more of a monster than a master. Words of love, like those at the end, just don't cut it if the actions are naught but cruel, and that "just to you" is a chilling conclusion. I hope this guy's long gone from your life. Fine work!
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1st Feb 2017 11:29pm
Yes, my dear crowfly friend - long gone, physically. Just sometimes the old haunt of that time in my life flickers in my mind and gives me pause. It's during those times that I'm glad that I'm a writer so I can express and hopefully motivate other girls & women who had known or currently know what this is, and to rethink about staying - or leaving - fast, and in one piece. Thanks so much for sharing with me your thoughts of concern & appreciation.
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2/22/17
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Re. Like No Other Love
1st Feb 2017 11:17pm
Gawd my honey!
you made me pulse through
every emotion and memory
..bijizus
am speechless and reeling
at the same time. .
-Howlings
you made me pulse through
every emotion and memory
..bijizus
am speechless and reeling
at the same time. .
-Howlings
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Thank you, dearest Howling sweetheart... It had to be expressed in the raw, and even then, it wasn't expressed as raw as it could've been. I decided to put it out there, what is said, to let others know who knew from their own past, or are currently in the same situation because it happens all the time to those who find themselves trapped, and too many never make it out alive. I'm grateful for your visit and sharing your thoughts with me. With much love.
Re. Like No Other Love
2nd Feb 2017 1:17am
Howlings has it right, I feel like I have walked an emotional gauntlet... Still unsteady...
But what a powerful write...
Glad that you freed yourself from that place...
Honored that you would share it
But what a powerful write...
Glad that you freed yourself from that place...
Honored that you would share it
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Thank you so much, tomcat, as I am just as honored if not more so by what you have shared with me ever since first meeting.
Re. Like No Other Love
2nd Feb 2017 8:55am
This is truly one of the saddest writes I've ever read on this site,
I felt your pain and I felt each gut wrenching painful detail you let out.
However despite it being sad and a painful story, you still overcame this tragedy so that's what I find good in all this.
Great job Jadey, God bless ❤️
I felt your pain and I felt each gut wrenching painful detail you let out.
However despite it being sad and a painful story, you still overcame this tragedy so that's what I find good in all this.
Great job Jadey, God bless ❤️
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Thank you so much, my MsRocky, I'm so glad you understand. Publishing this part of me has been a way to keep moving forward. I pray others who see this piece, if they are going through something similar, that they try to get away and start a new life. with love, Jadey<3
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Anonymous
30th May 2017 9:38am
jadey, i read this last night after you shared & couldn't quite comment immediately following the first read... it's been mayhap my fifth perusal & still i find words quite far from my tongue.
there is such a clear line between s&m & abuse. it is fine at times but it is there when a sadist cares to look, to exercise control over himself & his inherent impulses before trying to command his plaything...
... i am seeing the line eviscerated here, the violence uncontrolled, the abuses holding such a different connotation to what i have come to accept as beautiful & necessary to myself as a masochist.
you have written this atrocity with such grace, tho it is painful to read such honesty iro a crime committed on your beautiful soul.
there is such a clear line between s&m & abuse. it is fine at times but it is there when a sadist cares to look, to exercise control over himself & his inherent impulses before trying to command his plaything...
... i am seeing the line eviscerated here, the violence uncontrolled, the abuses holding such a different connotation to what i have come to accept as beautiful & necessary to myself as a masochist.
you have written this atrocity with such grace, tho it is painful to read such honesty iro a crime committed on your beautiful soul.
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Now things are reversed as I too try to find words. My eyes are moist in anticipation of anything I might add to yours, if I'm able. I step carefully as I make an attempt. I lived the lifestyle for some years, and learned so much that I since have mentored others about, though not so much these days due to illness and lack of the kind of energy that used to give me full powers to anything I did. But I knew the beauty you refer to in your comment. But as a mentor to both practicing submissive and those who are novice seeking the dominant way for themselves, as I used to put them through an apprenticeship of no less than six months, I always tried to teach how everyone should be aware of what can go wrong, not just what they think they'll have in the way of sexual stimulation. There's so much more to it. But these are things I learned once I got away from what can go wrong (while the worst that can happen, and does every year, is how people die from the violent side of BD/SM, which is also known as "edge play"). If you can feel the grace from which I write, even about such an atrocity, it's because of what I've learned and how I try to pass it on. I hope you, who also has a beautiful soul, will take care and never let another mistreat you even in your quest as a masochist. with love, ever Jade xo