Just Tonight

"Just tonight" I remind myself and I press my lips against his
"Just tonight I need this" my mind whispers as his hands numb me
I knew we would never go anywhere from here, just comfort
We were just two depressed and suicidal people finding warmth
Oh, the warmth of two bodies working together to find ecstasy
His nails digging into my back, the delicious pain his teeth brought
The harmony of his growls and demands, mind numbing pleasure
Better than alcohol, better than pain brought by fire, better than any weed
Just the uncensored blatant use of another human being, over and over and over
And in the morning with my head on his chest, bruises, and scratch marks
There was nothing but a peace, a stillness that only two lonely people have