Body Mind and Soul

This feeling of Emptiness

I can hear my thoughts reverberating in my mind
I hear whispers, but it's my head sharing a gossip with my mind mocking my heart.
Spine Frozen. heart pounding. Pulse racing.
An age long inquisition keep coming to mind.
A question born out of self hate and disbelief
Am I deserving of the best????
I never asked for the best, but it fell on my feet non the less.
I fought myself a million times but my pain always conquer my peace of mind.
This feeling of insatiable Love dose.
Can a soul hate its vessel as much as I hate mine?
Confused. Demoralized. Depressed. Difficult.

A twisted mind of the finest blend.
A failure.
An epitome of imperfection
A disappointment
A work in progress
But yet possess all the goods in your dream goodie bag.
An embodiment of sensual, erotic, sexual, pleasures and romantic entanglement.
A bundle of everything fun, no sentiments as to taste or feelings.

One day, just one day. I will be good enough for the best.

To whom it may concern,
I love you
Goodnight.