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Alone Again

Back to the beginning again...
Back to those lonely nights...
Back to that all too familiar pain...
A pain that brings back so many painful memories.
Back to tears, while laughter sings in the background.
Things are different this time.
He leaves then returns only to leave again.
He has a darkness plaguing him.
I want to help, but he only pushes me away and leaves.
It hurts, like a slap to the face.
His trust in me is nonexistent.
He says I'm his "girlfriend" but his action scream otherwise.
I thought a relationship ment leaning on one another when we are in pain?
He's indifferent to my pain....
Does he hate me?
Does he want me to suffer?
Did he every really have feelings for me?
I have nobody who needs me...a companion who talks to me.
Who wants me in their future...
I'm tired of looking...
I don't want Prince Charming...I want a companion who will go on an adventure with me.
Written by Arkarian
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