LISTEN UP David_Macleod...

sweet, sweet friend of mine, I sorely miss and am worried about you.

I hope you are doing a bit better than expected and your pain is somewhat tolerable. more importantly, I hope your spirit is dealing with it at least moderately okay.

I've also been out a bit, I think I'm back now. it saddens me when I check my updates, carefully scanning, realizing your still ill. I miss not being greeted by new poems of yours.

oh my friend what you did to my emotions, now that was fucked up. every poem had a different topic, I was laughing my ass off then you'd  write something deeply felt giving my spirit the sniffles next I was ranting along with you, well you get my drift. the ups and downs creating chaos ripping through the squad. at times I feared I was coming unhinged. do you remember how I couldn't finish some of my replies and constantly worried you'd think I was coming on to you lol. you reassured then let it go. you knew even when I didn't that all was well. how smart yoo are, patiently and gently you explained what I was feeling  in fact was quite normal, terrifying to me, feelings are supposed to explode, not stay locked away. I've only had clinical explanations. never in all my life were thing's patiently and gently explained to me by someone who not only knew me but truly cares  about me. I'll cherish that till I breath my last breath.

our lives intertwined and we connected on levels that only happens when two lives travel the same hyways and byways in life, not mention sharing stories strikingly similar. at times we could've been siblings living under the same roof instead of a country apart. that was fucking beyond deep.

I'm also curious bout how lil Timmy is doing🐢🐻🐍? I know you need you need your rest; I just wanted you to know I miss, care and worry about you!

remember sit strong, stay proud and I'm with you in spirit. hurry and get well my dearest friend. missing you,
SURVIVOR