heart full of sorrow (collaboration with MsRocky Jackson)

Can't say I haven't noticed you watching me each and every time me and mine are together.
The intense moments you and I have together are oh so memorable and yet so intriguing.
There are things about you that I can't forget.
Like how you look deep into my eyes,
They seduce me;
It's almost as if you're trying to hypnotize me to make me come your way.
Or it could be the nights you seemed like you wanted me to stay awhile longer and not leave with the one that I call my own,
The one that I share my home with,
And the one that is none other than your best friend.
Passion does burn inside my heart every single moment we're apart.
Yearn for you,
I'm hurting for you, but knowing it's wrong to want you I keep my distance yet you still catch my eye.
But every time I'm with him I know inside its all a lie.

So leave whats considered false image to keep and join what your heart yearns
To trap your beauty on one who does not see you is not worth at all
I would gladly pay the price for true love’s kiss coming from your lips
But you must be willing to brave torrents of hate thrown out
I will not let you walk away any longer for i want to hear your truth
Is he better than me? Do i suffer a defect? Am i not worthy?
Doubts play across my mind when your gaze befalls my weary soul
You alone hold this key of emotional conflict beyond that which words can describe
I will not wait anymore to see who you will choose tonight i want to hear
Do you consider your heart fragmenting from false love renewed with promises not meant to keep
Will you fall into down when what you seek is long gone
Or am i just a fool for loving you?

Hard to say I want you when I love him too.
So complicated to just get up and leave after several years of being there for him.
So tell me, is it really worth it?.
Are you even sure you love me?.
What we did the night before we can't take back.
Despite the fact that is was so wrong it felt so right, but I guess not everything that feels good is good for us.
Blame it on lust,
Blame it on love,
Hell you can blame it on the one from above, but in the end it's really us to blame.
I feel so ashamed yet at the same time I don't really care.
I want you and only you.
I don't need the sun
nor do I need the moon or the stars I just want you.
So in a heart full of sorrow I keep you close,
In promise of tomorrow I will always love you.

I wont blame anyone but this heart of mine which tears to be free
Etching out constant renewals for hope renewed by our passionate kiss
Yes that night can no longer be forgot
But i would rather choose you then ever feel alone
For you opened my eyes to that which i shut my mind years ago
Pushed me away to only bring me back i want you to stay
No more running
No more crying
What we have is beyond anything we could find in another and i will fight for this
Aching heart which yearns to feel your soul grasping towards love
I know you dont want to hear these words but i want you
I love you
Forever these will linger in my heart when i see you so please don’t choose him
When all you want and need is right before you
I want you












note: do show Ms Jackson some love and pm her, she did an amazing job with this one