automatic

when i speak
you speak  back
it is instant
the response i receive
sometimes too vague for me to get
but other times so profound it hits me like a jolt
the realization
just listen
you will be fine…
tonight
my phone paused
stuck on 1:11
i picked it up
adjustment
it was 1:25
i felt a shiver down my spine
knowing
numbers
numbers
so many numbers
all the time
lately
sometimes i am perceptive
other times i brush it off
you are reaching out
i am not listening to you
myself.
please wake up out of this slumber