Only wanted to be

I knew I wouldn't always be the one you wanted to see
I just wanted to be the one you never forgot when you tried to sleep
Even as the days grew longer
And the nights shorter
Even as the distance seemed to stretch
All we had to do was sort out this mess
But instead we started to argue
Saying things we couldn't take back
Even as I started to cry
Looking for an end
I still kept looking for you
The only hope for my stupid blues
Even though you keep calling me cheesy
I just wish you'd only knew
How much I only wanted to be the one you'd choose
I know I'm not a priority
Hell I'm not even my own
But I still wish you'd be a little happy
Cause so far it's only me and you
I haven't give up completely
I'm still trying so you can be happy
I'll push you towards your goals
Now would you stop stepping on my shoes
I know those three are all you need
I just wish you'd see
How your all I need too
Maybe not now but I hope one day you need me a little too
I hate how helpless I feel
And how I become a little snappy
Just because these nights have gotten shorter
The days so much longer
But soon I'll be right next to you