The past YEAR and a HALF

 
Its been awhile, i have no one but myself to blame. You think prison would have changed my thought patteren. Its only made things even more intriguing. Wow, it hasnt even been a month and here i am repeating the same thing over again...
INSANITY
That is the correct word.
This isn't the life i want... is it?
Prison was not the place for me.
Im not trying to go back.
So why is so hard to change myself and begin a new, different life entirely?
If i had the right answer i guess i wouldn't be wasting time writing this!