New Reality

Her Life in a nutshell?
Stressed to the point where she doesnt know how to deal with it anymore.
Her family is so stressed and she wants to help but it feels like shes in the way all the time.
Her mothers sick and all she wants to do is cry because she doesnt know how to help.
shes so broken at this point that she doesnt feel like she deserves to be fixed.
everything feels like its not getting any better, only worse
Dads barely talking to her since his ex wife came back around
shes losing her mind more and more.
all she wants to do anymore is listen to music and cry.
just cry until she cant cry anymore
she feels like itll get better
maybe shes just a bit too hopeful
music and writing are her only sanity
she barely likes talking to anyone anymore
shes changed.
fake smile
fake laugh
its all just an act
just to keep people from questioning her,