Apology

 

I am an idiot
I have hurt you

Unseeing
Unmeaning
Unseeking

Nevertheless
It is as I have done

                                                                                       And, if I were honest entire,

Why did I not seek thee

More
Further
Oft
                                                                            Ahhh, the foibles and fumbling of me!

I think, mayhap, twas because
I felt

Inadequate
Awkward
Oft tongue-tied

                                                            In the otherworldly glow of your darkling presence

I have been

Selfish
Self-centered
Self aggrandizing

Loathsome


and this I deeply regret

For
I hurt you
And
That's unconscionable

                                                                                                         I am sorry