Kill Me

Carving thoughts in my skin
things I'll never say
these are thoughts that come to mind
whenever I think of him
I can't go on living like this
my life is not worth this pain
whenever I'm touched
I scream inside
thinking what is going on?
and afterwards I want to die
I'm losing control
going under the surface
drowning in myself once again
just take me away from this misery
away from myself
away from everybody
I need off of earth
I want to be dead
instead of me killing myself
you kill me instead.