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Alone

All alone in the world
All alone and no one to hold me
All alone and no one to listen to my cries
All alone and no one to understand me
All alone in the cold dark world
All alone for the rest of eternity

No where to turn
No where to turn when I'm miss understood
No where to turn to hide my feelings
No where to turn to let my feelings out
No where to turn to make the pain go away
No where to turn, but to a small thin blade

Can't anyone hear me?
Can anyone hear my cries
Can anyone hear my cry for help
Can any one hear my cry for attention
Can anyone hear my cry for love
Can anyone hear my cry for understanding
Can anyone hear me cry my heart and soul out
Can anyone hear my cry of agony when the blade kisses my skin

No one said a word
There is no one to say how wonderful I am
There is no one to tell me I love you
There is no one to say that I am smart
There is no one to say the kindest of things
But there is someone ridicule me
But there is someone that only says something to me when I fail
Tears grow in my eyes.

I wonder what life will be like without me.
I wonder what the hell I'm doing here.
I wonder what the next day will bring.
I wonder if my family care if I'm not there.
I wonder till you fall into deep sleep.

Still clutching onto the bloodied steel in my hand.
Still hoping, I have a reason to be here.
Still searching for the edge of my own darkened soul.