Fuck Yo Feelins'

   
See, I try to keep it classy    
stay in my lane    
chin checking negativity    
trying to be in good company with positivity    
.......but you?    
You came for me when I didn’t send for you!    
You came to me with hatred on your tongue    
and malice in your heart,    
bitching about hurt feelings    
as if your rag needs changing.    
Even after the ugly words that depicts your spirit    
fell from your mouth....    
I still found the strength to apologize for    
some shit your mental ass conjured up.    
Instead of accepting my sincere words,    
you had the audacity to spit them back in my face,    
disrespecting me    
   
So the only thing left to say is….    
   
Fuck yo feelins'!    
   
too damn sensitive to be on the net anyway!    
   
*I’m sorry folks! Ya’ll please forgive me for    
 coming out of character but she went too far!*    
   
You’re battling with a plastic sword    
if you believe your words hurt me,    
(they only angered me)    
I’ve been called worse    
behind closed doors    
and I promise you,    
the harder he pulled my hair    
and slapped my ass    
the louder I begged for more    
(but I digress….)    
   
“You’re not a queen!”    
I never claim to be a queen    
although the ancestors of many are in my blood.    
I only try to carry myself like one; every woman should    
but if that’s the richness of my words,    
and how my identity shines through verbs…    
then thank you boo boo for giving me the title!    
   
(I’ve removed my gold tiara just so I can speak on a level that’s    
conducive to your spiteful spirit.)    
   
Vain? No that’s just confidence.    
You should get some….    
and a little self-worth too,    
instead of spreading your legs over the internet (literally)    
trying to find love when you don’t even know how    
to love your got damn self!    
Finding fuck buddies -every other week,    
claiming you’re in love- every other month    
posting wrinkled up cunt pics    
^^^^ ^that’s the reason I stopped commenting on your work,    
not because of a dude who said he didn’t want you no    
more than a dog wants fleas.    
*Yeah, I could have kept that shit to myself    
but like I said, you went in dishing the dirt in my inbox    
in such a malicious way, trying to hurt me with words you heard,    
I thought I would return the favor.*    
Condescending? Snobbish? I’m actually a humble woman!    
I might walk with my head held high, but not my nose…    
No matter who you are, if you respect me, I respect you.    
     
*Guys please don't judge me on this rant    
but this shit needs to be said*    
   
You came out of left field attacking me!    
You don’t know shit about me!    
Yeah, I’m married and had an affair. (Moral mistake!)    
but is that all you got to try to diminish my character?    
I’m wearing my sins like a second skin.    
No need for me to pretend to be anything other than    
a woman that’s gorgeously flawed and beautifully imperfect    
~just like your Ursula lookin’ ass!~    
   
I’ve been on this site almost four years    
I’m respected by many because I’ve earned their respect    
and they’ve earned mine; something I will never take for granted,    
but I have never experienced such irate behavior by any DU member    
or anyone in my real life….EVER!    
   
You literally cursed me out today behind an innocent opinion on    
MY fucking poem,    
a poem I wrote a month ago?! Really?    
It was the tone, the contempt, the blatant    
disrespect of your message that angered me,    
and I didn’t deserve one single word of it!    
   
So if you were crying before, if you were embarrassed before, if you were humiliated before….    
be glad I didn’t stamp your name on this shit.