Lost In This Fantasy

I hate the thing I have become.
Letting society control me.
Who the fuck am I now?
I got so caught up in fitting in that I lost myself.
I tried to find myself but the more I looked the more difficult it got.
When did I become so ignorant?
I wasn't meant to follow.
I became brain dead.
This isn't who I want to be.
I was just so lost.
Lust, Love, Hate, and Agony,
Just took control of the steering wheel.
I let them overpower me.
I was so caught up in this fantasy,
I just didn't want to face the true reality.