The Age Old Definition of Insanity

This is most likely from a bias disposition, but I've concluded;
No matter the popularity of religion,
and the amount of people who are,
religion is a very isolated concept.
If you hold anything in life at too high of a pedestal,
it will be the only thing left in the end.
For, even solely, on the variable of time-dedication.
Time shows loyalty, says more than words can describe, creates, and destroys.
the omega and alpha, on a more relatable concept.
If you spend less sec's/min's of thought that is spent on religion,
and more on something that applies to the situation(s) that are making,
you search for definite answers in the first place,
you might end up in a different location, mentally.
googling really person aspects of my life,
trying to find answers from similar situations people may have had,
and shared,
they are usually really specific situations,
or a advertisement for someone to get paid $200/hr
to tell you shit you WANT to hear instead of shit you SHOULD hear.
Because, hey how can you not feel better if you hear shit you want to.
When really just someone to talk to (other than yourself) can do exactly what i explained above,
When you do not have someone you can talk to about a particular situation,
you either turn to the oh-so personal search engine,
and thinking about that wonderful situation, the scene alone,
on the contre… usually makes you more depressed,
like "Really, (insert name here), a fucking search engine?"
or you lock it up, and where your opinion is left,
Is where your opinion will forever remain unchanged,
left to fester,
making you someone who you are not,
(tangent) and this is probably the same reason we see our elders when we are young and think to ourselves,
Like, "Why are they so sad all the time?" or "I'm never going to be like that, I know I never will be, when I get older."
because the reality is:
No one human genuinely wants be depressed.
No one intentionally wants be to a douche,
Who we become, can be very far from who we are/were,
It is the memories we carry with us, that fester and fuse with our core opinions and beliefs that dictate who we become.
With that said,
Our past impacts our future, and if that doesn't become apparent,
Then your future with forever be slave to the past.
Leaving the places behind, and in front in a lock, to each other.
It is only the present that has, even a chance, to impact any other tense of time.