Why

Tears fall uncontrollably you have taken a hold of me,
I hate the power you have over me, I give into you knowing it's wrong of me.
You lie so easily, I know the words you speak to me are false truths still you have me.
I hate my self for loving you so deeply, what the hell is wrong with me?!

Why do I punish my self so deeply, why do I feel so attached to thee?
You look deep into my eyes, your breath full of lies, I can't help but to ask why.
Why do you hate me so? Why do you make me feel so alone?
Why do I keep letting this go on?
Why can't I let you go?

Why do you feel you have to lie to me?
Why is it you try to hide from me?
Am I not all you want, why do you stay and taunt me?
Why am I always just the back up, why can't I put my self first?!

All this anger I keep inside, I hide it behind a smile.
Why is it when I call you out on your lies, you make me feel I'm wrong.
Convincing me it's my own insecurities you wonder why I am this way.

Tears fall uncontrollably you have taken a hold of me,
I hate the power you have over me, I give into you so easily.
Why do I convince my self you love me?
Clearly you don't need me, so why do I need you?

Why is it you push me away, I reach for you some how always slipping further away from where you are.
I hold on to the hope that you will live me the way I deserve to be loved, still I'm left asking why.