Hurt me tonight

 
 
  I don't want to hear your tales of adoration  
 or unconditional love.
 Not tonight.
 I'm not in the mood for a gentle stroke of my hair  
 or a soft caress against my cheek.  
 I don't want your tender kisses  
 
Just the warmth of your body pressing me against the cold wall  
Behind my back.  
 
No need for spoken words  
 just a growl into my ear.  
 I want to be aware  
of every inch of that wall  
 
when you heighten my senses.  
 
 Put your blade  
Against my throat  
look into my eyes  
I want to fear you  
 
when you let me see your face outside the shadows.  
 
Show me who you really are  
Away from..  
Egyptian cotton sheets,  with the candy coated dreams you  
articulate...    
 
Don't ask me what I want
just take it.  
Tell me  
what you'll do to me  
If I turn to look away.
 
 Make me believe it  
 the way I need to believe  
 In you.  
 
I don't want to be your soul mate.
 
I want you to inhale it  
from a forceful kiss  
when you devour my essence.  
As you hold your breath.  
 
 I want to be the one  
  suffocating...
  under your hold.  
 
Don't tell me I'm beautiful..
 
Not unless I'm your beautiful whore.  
Feed my depraved mind
with your flesh.
 
 There's nothing more beautiful  
  than giving someone else..
  the power  
  to destroy you.
 
  And, I want you tear me apart..
  with your bare hands  
  Give me some of that..
 
  sweet consensual non consent .  
  I might put up a fight ..
  Just to ensure you have to take it..
 
  But, I won't stop begging for it
  until I'm choking on my own tears
  Left broken on the floor
  Covered in your cum  
 
  I know you love me  
  I need to know I'm yours...  
 
  So,  give me a reminder  
  Hold me down
  Take me
  Fuck me like you hate me.  
 
  Hurt me tonight  
  I need to know...
 
  You're still mine.