what is depression

when you wake feeling empty like everything's gone,
and your lifes way to broken just to carry on,
each smile is a lie your jokes are ur cover,
behind it all a girl wants to recover,
forever hiding the marks engraved in your skin,
that show all your fight that u hide deep within,
your to tired to live but more scared to die,
the pain is to much you always want to cry,
you have all you need and couldnt want more,
but depression is poison and leaves you unsure,
unpredictable moods that change  all a sudden,
now the world's on your shoulders from the click of a button,
each day seems easy though you struggle on through,
upset that no one sees this girl isn't you,
so before you judge me stand back and think,
cos that depressive lonely person could be on the very brink,
being miserable and sad its rarely a choice,
but the fight between you and your inner voice,
them with depression put everybody else first,
because they know what its like to be at your worst.....