Attention Seeker

  Her life has always been a burden.. there's nothing left
Except for a broken girl who looks forward to death
 They say there's nothing wrong and its all in her head
They're not her.. the don't know what its like to lay in bed
 It's funny what a smile can do
Hides so much pain.. they don't know the truth
 She was 6-7 years old when it all began
Hated getting up in the morning because she could barely stand
 8 years old when all she felt was pain
They thought she was sick but doctors say they couldn't find anything
 Her chest was heavy she could barely breath
They thought it was asthma but grandma said it couldn't be
 8 years old when heart began to break
She used to ask the lord how much longer will it take
 9 years old when they asked what's wrong
She laid in bed feeling weak not strong
 She used to stay awake at night looking at this shiny star
Asked the lord to take her.. she wanted to go far
 Fucking 8-9 years old wishing she was dead
But nothings wrong with her.. is that what they said?
 Little when everything was taken for her
There was nothing out there, not even a cure
 She battled with herself and demons within
The demon is her closest friend
 Uncle took something from a little girl that cannot be replaced
But no one believes her because its all FUCKING "fake"
 You have no idea what its like to be in her shoes
You'll try to take a step and wonder why you cant move
 She's in a house with a family she doesn't know
Brothers not here, he's back at home
 Anger and hatred runs through her veins
She hates this fucking family nothings the same
 
"I'm the shiny sharp razor blade,
Its time to cut your veins please don't be afraid"
 "Where the monsters and demons please take our hand,
We'll be the ones to pick you up when you cant stand"
 "We know what they did to you, its not close to fair,
But come with us, we'll always be there"
 She cant kill herself, she doesn't want to go to hell
"But your already there.. cant you tell?"
 "This isn't your family so we'll take you in,
Just know your family to us not just our friends"
  They say "its time to go now, its time to leave
take our hands, follow us into the darkness and take the lead"
 FUCKING 8-9 years old wishing she was dead,
But nothings wrong.. is that what they said?