Pleasure,Pain Redemption

Sitting in your presence yet we're so far away not understanding the inner pain and why there's so much dismay.... Mental strains and so called love surrounds your atmosphere clashing with the times that are approaching yes they are so near,visually seeing happiness in hopes that it will cure the pain,digging deep down inside trying to release the painted soul and make it disappear. Could a kind word remove this despair.? What could a gentle touch wipe away, maybe the fear and apprehension? Or should I just walk away counting this as a lesson learned in my life, and start a new? The excitement is there but the fear is there also, what should I do? Knowing  I should just look to the Sun  and allow the shine to shine on my face to give me the strength to walk away and start a new.(Pleasure,Pain,Redemption) ©Jacaima Cooper