Turbulence Unend

Nothing comes at ease
Except tears and blood
Nothing close to peace
In my miserable world

I wonder if I'll ever survive
In a world of endless pain
The only time I feel alive
Is when I think of not breathing again

I've so much grief
But where do I take my case?
Pain endure,joy is brief
Smile eludes my face

So I'm mean mugs and hard stares
Trying not to explode
Trying hard not to flare
Within is so much anger to offload

Coldness in my heart
Freezing hard as ice
The darkness in my Art
Is more than what meets the eyes

It leaps up from harsh realities
And colonize my brain
Until I'm caught in dark fantasies
Till all hope is slain

Not an aorta of love
From my corrupted ways
Not a voice from above
To lead a soul astray

It's doom for the fool and wise
Disaster follows us all
Falling an endless rise
Rising an endless fall